drawn Dec 2 '04
posted for Apr 18, 2007
(139)
This
picture was drawn while in Vancouver for some reason. I think. I saw a pool
of water in a field and imagined Zela dancing on it. This isn't Zela, but
it's an elf beyond doubt, so here you are. She's so light she can float on water on one hand.Rrrrrrr... I'm mad at my brother because he keeps ignoring my requests - orders - commands to not go ahead in Twilight Princess. Yeah, I'm really mad. Plus which I'm still tired out from too much performing or something, so that makes me grumpy. At least I'm zooming ahead in Biology.
Speaking of which, based on my new knowledge, I have determined at last exactly how the kalmei 'break their hearts'. Triggered by severe and extreme emotional/mental/psychological trauma (death of fiancé etc.), the turmoil in a certain area of the brain triggers the creation of a certain horomone that then triggers abrupt lysosomal action in the cardial tissue. The heart literally shreds itself, although it does maintain the four separate chambers for as long as possible in a last-ditch attempt at self-preservation. "Studies have suggested that heartbreak is a semi-conscious decision", however, this is not true. It can be prevented by great mental control of emotion, and the emotion is 19 times out of 20, grief. So not anger. A kalma can be safely as furious as they want and not worry about destroying himself by accident.
Went to the Festival Honours Concert last night. Lisa is going to Provincials in National class this year, not Shika. Oh, well. I get to stay home, ha ha ha! Anyway, half the people I know won giant trophies.
I played organ at Nick's recital today. I was oddly nervous, although I was the most advanced student there. I played the Dupré Antiphon V too fast.
I'm also listening to Appalachian Spring. You can hear Leonard Bernstein mumbling to himself in the background.
A difficult decision: to attend Grad or not? I wasn't going to, since it doesn't seem like anything special to me, but the school thought it important (I bet they don't have many people graduating) and I will get to buy a new concert dress and see the Glacier again, so yeah, I'm going after all.