Do I have to wait?

             Hi everyone. I am tired of being tired. I am frustrated with having to wait for my MRI and feeling alone with my waiting for my diagnose. Like the man without a country , I am a woman without a diagnostic. I feel I do not have the right to tell others how my health is when they ask. Try to explain all the weirdness of my symptoms and it's like I am an alien and definitely misunderstood. My husband is great and supports me fully, but I haven't been telling him all my fears.

              It wasn't as noticeable but now I watch for my clumsy tripping and almost falls. They are coming more often than I want to admit. Loss of partial sensation in my legs , having a hard time dealing with standing for a minute. Please ,don't send me to a corner that would be hard time for me.

The pain in my legs was so bad when I went off to bed last night. At one time I would use a heating pad which would help, but then the heat was effecting me. I did quit using the pad for awhile, but the pain in the legs was a real pain in the leg trying to fall asleep. I did use heat again last night to minimize the pain for sleep. And for the second time I had burning in the bottom of my feet. Figure that, my feet are cold but the insides of them were burning. I guess the rough sleep last night brought on a day of worry and tiredness. Ok that's all I have to say.

Dora


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