Your First Time

It's your first time.

As you lie back your muscles tighten.

You put him off for a while searching for an excuse,

but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you.

He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely.

He has had more experience, but it's the first time.

His finger has found the right place.

He probes deeply and you shiver;

your body tenses;

but he's gentle like he promised he'd be.

He looks deeply within your eyes

and tells you to trust him -

he's done this many times before.

His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider

to give him more room for an easy entrance.

You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,

but he slowly takes his time,

wanting to cause you as little pain as possible.

As he presses closer,

going deeper,

you feel the tissue give way;

pain surges throughout your body

and you feel the slight trickle

of blood as he continues.

He looks at you concerned

and asks you if it's too painful.

Your eyes are filled with tears

but you shake your head

and nod for him to go on.

He begins going in and out with skill

but you are now too numb to feel him within you.

After a few moments,

you feel something bursting within you

and he pulls it out of you,

you lay panting,

glad to have it over.

He looks at you and smiling warmly,

tells you, with a chuckle;

that you have been his most stubborn

yet most rewarding experience.

You smile and thank him.

After all,

it was your first time














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