What's this all about ?
Go back and think about the accident you had . Had you not made that last minute decision; would it have happened ?
Think about the days when you first acquired the symptoms of the disease you have. Could you have prevented it with some alternative action ?
This bad luck you've been having. Could you be creating it ?
Is there a convenience to your affliction ? You don't have to go to work. Is that a bonus or what ?
If there is a convenience to your affliction than you have a placebo affliction.
Try getting rid of it . Maybe prayer ? Maybe some new drug ? Maybe positive thinking ?
Nothing seems to work you say. It goes away for a while but than returns at a later date or in some other form.
Because you are the cause of your affliction ( by some wrong decisions) or a need for freedom; only you can cure yourself.
Your subconscious nudged you into making the wrong decisions because it believed that was what you really wanted.
Now you try with positive thinking and drugs etc. to cure yourself but to no avail.
Your subconscious will not listen to you any more it seems , but it will listen to me!.
Go back to the healing page and let your subconscious read the bold print. No need to do anything more. Go about your
daily business and forget about it.