//things i am thinking/feeling..

122002 @ 854pm // fuck, i hate this guy so much now after i read this thing.. he fucken said i told ppl that he fucken tried to ruin my relationship with my boyfriend, fuck you! i never fucken said that and you fucken kept saying you liked me, i aint like you, i dont make bullshit up! that is one fucken reason why i hate you. what the fuck are you trying to do? saying all this crap to my sis which you said to me? FUCK YOU! i did not fucken turn around and said this shit about you. you on the other hand, is fucken saying shit about me. fuck man, i respected you so much, you screwed it up, but i know you dont give a damn. and a reason why you got her, yeah it was help from me.. i fucken told her over and over again she should give you a fucken chance. *excuse my profanity, im just pissed*

100102 @ 1126pm // im now officially sick.. maybe i shouldve listened to kim when she told me not to eat so much hot sauce.. when i knew my throat wasnt feeling great.. im stupid >< anyways.. the coughing is real bad.. everytime i cough it gives me an headache! and now i wont be able to audition for star search!! =( bummer. and guess what else? im not planning to attend school tomorrow!! talking about tomorrow.. fred's midterm is tomorrow!.. good luck, honey! ..anyways, im sleeping "early" today so, bye.

093002 @ 1106pm // wow.. i havent updated in a long time eh? well.. it was the lack of laziness!! hehe.. and cuz well i was using those trial ftp junk and then all expired and i didnt have a damn clue how to upload from netscape composer and frontpage! but then jonathan saved my life! lol.. thanks jonathan =) well i got some news!! i am now a certified first aider! i passed my cardiopulmonary resuscitation ..standard level C exam/course!! =)
hmm.. dr pepper huh??

080902 @ 1153pm // happy birthday leroy! / happy birthday jerry! ..im so excited!! for what you may ask?! well.. hehe.. more arcade for me tomorrow!! yay! hehe.. i cannot wait!! =) and on monday.. eileen, hana, jia, cara and maybe kim.. and me might go blueberrie picking in surrey!! im excited!! still duno how we are gettin there though.. urgh that means i will hafta sleep early sunday night! aww.. hehe ah well =) we will have such fun! right girls?! hehe
i like avril lavigne!!

080802 @ 1122pm // ahh i hate school!! grr.. got a stupid exam tomorrow! i am cramming right now!! >< how painful huh? anyways.. i spent $10 at chq today.. lol.. im still soo very hooked! haha.. i wanna para para soo bad!! ahh!! hehe i did freestyle today.. normal.. i failed two times.. haha.. shut up people.. lol.. i cant wait til saturday! cuz.. im gonna go again!! =) woohoo! i cannot wait!
lol.. i dont look at porn.. you idiot..
080702 @ 1144pm // omg.. i am so dead tired right now.. -__- i want to sleep!! ahh.. final exam is on friday.. noOo.. im really scared.. help! ahh besides being tired and all.. i miss fred a whole lot! havent seen him for a day.. nor talked to him!! =(