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[My correspondent's background prior to his time with Mataji was with Osho and Zen. He lives in Belgium. I have pasted together two of his emails for this report.]

dear Sarlo, in short here my personal experience with shri mataji

1988 ;after a stay of 3 months in blois zen temple of taisen deshimaru
still not satisfied with lots of unanswered questions i went to an introduction of 'sahaja yoga', shri mataji was not there in the hotel in brussels but 'yogis' gave explanation and 'worked'on us so we were asked if we felt 'the cool breeze', i didn't...but seeing some genuine people i thought i'll give it a chance...so i went to the weekly meditationcourse and the only thing i felt was as if i was melting and goiing in the center of my body a very soothing and relaxing experience, but the cool breeze or the tintling in the fingers nothing of that all
we were asked aswell to 'work'on others 'with our vibrations' but since i didn't feel anything i refused to do so ,i hate the fake ...
one day an older yogi 'worked'on me and told me left swadhistan and left vishudi were seriously harmed and catches...and this i knew from a test of tomatis ;with the hearingtest around 3000hz i had a big failure a dump in the frequencyresponse which corresponds to the vishudi: they say in the yoga its culpability...in fact alice miller jean jenson and ingeborg bosh call this primal defence ;its more a primal trauma a protection system to survive and more 'i am not worth being there'syndrome...thats why i went in all the drugstories amd had all my life the feeling of not being welcome , and being too much and not loved...
after 6 months it was in winter , all windows were closed and we did some footsoaks with a bunch of yogis...an older yogi was reading stories that i didn't understand...but suddenly i start feeling so much cold in my hands and above my head!!!i turned them down and it didn't change , it was clearly coming out of my hands and not provoked by outside wind or current...it was tremendous to feel that...and it was the first time i felt what they told me one could feel...so yes i started even sensing tingles on my fingertips and so later 'workeds 'on others to lift their 'kundalini' because it was the key , lift the kundalini on the spinal chord and get to the seventh chacra, then on ecan feel the catches if their are when the kundalini has to restore some places it goes there and one can feel it on the fingertips....i worked as a private investigator at that time , and when i had to put in the computer all the names of 'criminals'out of the newspapers i was
 asked to do i could feel the catches on my fingertips of these people just by seeing their names....these poor fellows where suffering like i did on their blocked psychicon soma like socrates told and so their pneumaticon soma 'the cool breeze'is not functioning very well , like an engine that does not drive well, or a handy portabel who's not recharged....
so i went to pujas where shri mataji was present , it was far more intense for me then the zen-sheshins, the feeling of going from left to right ,from kontin to sanran was smashing powerfull , most of the time i could even not get straight up and was like knocked out by strong energies....i was clearing out....and after the sex drugs and rocknroll live , the stay in osho stuff did more harm then i thought aswell,
but after some time i started doubting about these expereinces...and i stopped and went again in the usual SDR even started smoking cigarettes whic i stopped after the zen...and one day i was in my apartment in brussels and thougt my god what am i doing again what is happening in my live here??? so i took a picture of shri mataji and just put it straight in front of me and sit down , opended my hands towards it just to test ....and big bang ...there was an amazing energy fluing towards my hands so powerfull and it went through all my body and like it broke my heart i started crying and felt my god what is this its the first time that the word 'blessings' was a felt experience ...yes these are the holy blessings from what they write in scriptures but one cannot understand if one does not feel them!!!and went open above my head a big hole i felt and a tremendoes power above me , and i felt like god is above me
and i felt so small and felt like only a real humility can be expressed in front of such a pure love energy
so i went out and it was in brussels and everything looked different like paradise , people around went out of the way i walked and it was like a huge force covering me around , went to the shop where i was working , i was full of tabaco fume since my college and owner of the hifishop smoked ...but i could not smoke anymore , when i picked up a cigarette to enlighten it, there was a tremendous amount of cool energy flowing through my hands and in my heart and my god in front of that it seemed so unreal and disrespectfull and all the desire for tabaco went away....i felt also all the energy of the people coming in the shop so clearly...the condition they were in...the burnings in their bodies , the chacras ....my college marc who was also a friend felt there was something strange and could not stay long around so he left me alone in the shop...
this state was intense for 3,4 days and then like a wave of the ocean went away....
....in '94 after lots of things too much to tell here, i stopped working in the shop ,we had a brutal robbery hold up...and mark was cheating with our agreements , he was so greedy even with a milion euros on his account it was never enough....and i was in a bad shape oevrworked and bad vibes....didn't do meditation for months....
and i went living in the suburbs of brussels a cheap rent and started all the sahaja techniques and the meditation all alone...i wanted to checq if there was not just a kind of collective dillusion hypnosis and group effect of a selffulfilling profecy working ....but i startyed feeling the vibrations again , without influence of others, just by meditating in front of the picture of shri mataji....and i could easily lift the kundalini of others even just by looking at them ...espessialy the children felt this very easy ...but also people that i didn't expect from , with big drinking and smokinghabits in bad shape felt the vibrations very easily.....there is a lot more of experience that i want to share but its taking to long for a resume , i hope to share it in a book about my experiences lived genuinly without any purpose then sharing what i truthfuly experienced

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some experience out of real life

some 15 years ago i went to an annual folkmusic festival close to my place where i live mostly in belgium, the 'gooik festival' i like to 'agorazein' like greek filosophers who walk on the markets and talf to the people
weak as i am for feminine beauty i was attracted to a nice looking young lady...and started talking with her...
she was working at the ministry of foreign affaires...and studied chinese
what we call sinologue....so the conversation went quickly on mystics , my experience in zen meditation and...she told me the following very important stement: ' after translating old boudhistic texts out of chinese i can state from it that now in these times ' the Matreia' must be a life incarnated and is a WOMAN...!!!', so i picked out of my wallet a photograph of Shri Mataji nirmala devi and showed her the picture
and at the same time i left with my right hand the kundalini from the back of her spinal chord 3 times upwards...: and the lady felt opening above her head and the flow of the cold energy through the center channel shushumna...and told me: yes she must be the Matreia, i can feel it , this was why you came to see me and you gave me the transmission....'
thats a true story....afterwoods i heard a talk of shri mataji where she staes that she is matreia, and if you tell a boudhist about me he can have realisation...and thats what happened clearly
i was with some friends there and they felt the amazing energy of 'blessings' that where given to me after what happened with this meeting that only took about half an hour ....i felt so much love and blessings after all this happened , and only can certify that i am not lying or inventing this , and what in fact started as my intention to flirt and have some 'love'in my life ended like this!!!

i had the oportunity aswell to test these 'transmission' elevating of kundalini experince in a lot of schools and with lots of children....
because in the beginning i doubted so much that it would give any result so not to seem like stupid my ego played the save way just go and test with the kids.....and most of the time kids are so genuine, and i didn't explain anything of theory about the kundalini and the shushumna and the enlightment....so just asked them to lift with their hands on their center from the sacrum upwards above their heads ....it was amazing it worked all the time....they felt immediatly the enrgy...more then me....they felt the catches on the fingertips....some young kid asked me what i thought about the new pope!!! i just showed him some expression of my god no ....and he told me ; well why don't you become pope?' ....and another young kid told me he will look for my advice when problems.....they felt i was just giving them no fakes or morality but putting them connecting them giving them the experience of connection with the all pervading power.....

my brother yougest daughter did her katholic communion protokol 6 years ago....and i asked her what she felt....she told me that after putting his hands on her head she had a terrible heaadack!!! i ignore if this bischop was one of these pedoperverts...so i took her with 2 others of her nieces nefew in the house and showed my gift ; a coloured copy of the subtil system with above it a picture of shri mataji, then i did a very short protokol of lifting the kundalini and you know what Joke told me !!; 'wow whats that it feels like the holy gohst is above my head'....!!!!

these are realy lived testimonies in my real life ....

years ago i was with a grirlfriend and her boyfriend was there aswell, he was a nice young man , but had several strong addiction problems , he smoked 3 packs of very heavy 'green st michel' cigarettes a day and was very addicted to alcohol aswell ....so i didn't expect any results , but i asked him if he was interested to do an experience , just sit down and i will work on you, so he sat on the chair and i worked on his subtel system with my hands on his back side and lifted his kundalini and balanced his left and  right side ida and pingala and cleared a bit on the chacras that were feeling the most catching , but didn't insist much...at the same time i thougt oh my god this is way too far to restore....he looked so suffering and one can imagine smoking soo much and alcohol what this does with a body....it took 20 minutes and i left the place and forgot about it.....
about one year later Serge ,thats his first name, came to my place and asked me if i give some yoga lessons? he stopped smoking and drinking a litlle while after i worked a bit on his subtal system.....
he still is completely sober and he looks realy radiating....but does no meditation , but it transformed him....and he was coming to the yoga lessons i gave here for a year....
yoga lessons where just about lifting the kundalini and going into thoughtless awareness , just a very short time , because i felt that people to quickly confronted with silence can be a very painfull experience ....aswell it was for myself....the negative thoughts etc....the projection and introjection mechanics....
and one of the main problems i felt aswell in my self as in most people is left vishudi catches....and the most intelligent aproach in my humble opinion about this topic is written by alice miller , jean jenson and ingeborg bosh....the guilt feeling and the feeling of not being ok...it blocks the left shoulder area and blocks mostly the sensitivity in the hands aswell so one cannot feel the vibrations of the subtil system.....it was my biggest issue , that and lefgt swadhistan from avydia teachings....all that is against the divine knowledge gives catches on the left thumb which corresponds with the left swadhistan
everyone can feel this on the hands when kundalini up and connected....it is a phenomena known in psychiatry as neural oscillations of 40 hz.....and the bramarandra is known as the godspot .....
the fontanel....the main thing in the book of John the apokalypse is the lifting of the kundalini = spereima, and going into samadhi = manteia.....

these were just some aferthoughts


yours faithfuly
bart van ransbeeck belgium


with sincere greetings to all , i am writing to all who wants to hear or read this , but myself i am still a crazy normal human being and sometimes feel still these energies and go into samadhi and feel well then


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