The Letter
I can't claim any credit for the first chapter; I was inspired by the letter Miles wrote to Ekaterin in Lois McMaster Bujold's masterful novel "A Civil Campaign". If you've never read any of her Adventures of Miles Vorkosigan, get thee to a bookstore or library at once!
I thought the concept applied so well to the situation on Buffy after the events of the episode "Seeing Red" that I couldn't get it out of my head. Here, then, is my version of what Spike might write to Buffy before leaving for Africa, and the events that transpire afterwards.