The Method of Deliverance for Leeists
You know you can't repent now
of the sins of leeism, so there must be a cause for why. The cause is back then
when the forming of the deception began to take place in the goings on of your
emotion and initial mistaken assumptions. What were you assuming back then? This
is the key. First ask yourself, what do you feel in those initial days of
deception as you take yourself back. You’ll need to recover at a minimum your
best former condition.
Use the crowbar, "I feel..." and whatever feeling comes forth, simply
acknowledge it. Don't analyze your feelings, just let them come forth with the
first word that presents itself. Several words of feelings may come out. Recall
the scenario in your mind of what you were going through in those initial days.
After you have used the crowbar and recalled the scenario surrounding the events
of the deception, then ask yourself, what were you assuming? Just say "I
assume..." and whatever was assumed, simply acknowledge it. Do this several
times. You may have 5 items or 10 or even 20 things you had assumed in that
scenario in those days.
With these several assumptions identified, then ask yourself, one by one, what
is the truth of that assumption? Do that with each assumption you made and see
if you come up with a different answer than was previously thought. This is part
of deliverance as each sin needs to be repented of individually and
specifically. This is the source of the deception why you can't repent today
from the sins of leeism, in which you have locked in your subconscious, hidden
away, some mistaken assumption(s). You should be deeply entrenched in recalling
those days, feeling both the bits and pieces of emotion as well as recalling the
events of that scenario, as you ask yourself, what is the truth of what you
assumed, and the next assumption, and so on?
Now you are prepared to ask yourself, what are you blaming? You may be blaming 1
or 2 or more things. Say, “I blame…,” and whatever comes to mind is what you are
passing blame off onto. After you have realized what you were blaming, then ask
yourself, can you take it back? Give a sincere and honest answer. If unable to
take it back, then more repentance is needed by asking yourself again, what are
you assuming, what is the truth of the assumption, and then, what are you
blaming? Can you take back, and if you can, can you let it go? If the answers
are affirmative, this is repentance. Once you reach the point where you no
longer are blaming these other things, you should finally come the appreciation
that you blame you because you are to blame (and then, again, let it go): this
is taking responsibility back over you and your emotions and the consequences of
those emotions.
By this repentance, you are prepared to receive salvation because you have
repented like the baptism of repentance in water that John the Baptist gave, to
prepare you to receive the atonement of Jesus Christ to wash away your sins
before God the Father. God the Father will forgive you your sins and give you
eternal life, for you would have fulfilled the condition for grace to enter into
new life.
"But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with
another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin" (1
John 1.7).
Let the truth set you free.